Thursday, December 2, 2010

The end is where I begin.

I’m free.  Free from the everyday acts of killing everybody with kindness and accepting bull like its free candy. Free from waking up knowing exactly how the day would end and sleeping late to avoid waking up to tomorrow. And thank goodness I am free from the emperors I meet everyday showing off their new clothes.  Today I am free to face my uncertainties and the disasters that come with it. I will face fear, panic, and constant mind alterations. I shall shake them warmly by the hand, offer them some tea and then let them be on their way. I am free to start again and go where the heaven and earth will me to be. I will be there as soon as I figure out how.  Now if only I have a clue...Dear Papa Jesus, first letter?